as he smoked his last cigarette

lost and insecure, you found me, you found me.

hhhhhhmmm.. odd days. Kindaaa feeling, sad. all the time like :(, feeling like this, its baaad. Josh makes me feel better thoee, alot of the time. but i'm worried, worried about fimiyo.

fimiyo is joshs mate, best mate maybee i dont really know. he hates me, like actually wants me to die. he slaps me alot and bashes me about and shit. and its kindaa weird, josh didnt used to do anythin, which was in a way, a better situation, 'cause thenn at least i knew. but now hes like "i'll punch him if you want" i havee a feeling dan (big brother) mightvee sed sumthin to him about it, gay.

and he says stuff to, worse than the otherr guys. hes like "shlaaag, get over here", "shut up you tramp", "oi retard".. wateverr... just gotta do nuuuthin XD, i'll be finee