just stupid

okay, so, i was in town with dan yesterdayy, and it was awesome and everything, we were havinn fun, and THEN we saw like, eibhlin(HATES me) and freya and isabel, lily, bella, will and (JOY) gio. and thenn last night everyone was like hating on dan aboutt it, just cas we're mates.
now see, this has confused me. josh didnt have a problem with it, we're best mates and totally NOT in that place, have been always - yehh his mates might not like me but BIG DEAL, whats the difference between me goin into town with lottie and me goin into town with dan? its not like it was a date, its not like we were flirting. ellie+beckky dont get it either, and i am just SO CONFUSED!
i gotta say thouu, news travells fast around here. practically half the year know now- great. as if i'm not labelled a shlllaaaag enough allready. ugh. UGHH. its so stupid!

someday, somehow, i'm gunna make it alright, just not right now